I’m working on both a paper and blog posting about GAD – Generalized Anxiety Disorder….and stumbled across this song in my Pandora experience that I just love.
You know, I saw the transformers movie that this song was written for; but it was a “free night” for me. Brian was in charge of my tactile experience. After a couple of Long Islands and a bottle of wine, truthfully I just found the whole movie thing really, really lame….but they promised a full screen viewing of Linkin Park’s Iridescent video at the end, so I waited in vain. You can see that video on my web page.
Loved the music, though. Music keeps me sane on days like today, when I need to be out on the zip lines or rail riding, or climbing walls, not stuck here with the pain of memory. It will all be okay, Brian tells me time and again, this awkward stage of life where we’re fulfilling our destiny and the wire that I’m walking goes inches higher every step.
This week on tap? Belly button pierced Thursday after a quick trip to Anderson for dentist and a visit to my good friend/mentor/SOT instructor that had a mastectomy – then back to Rush-tucky for life as I know it. Party coming up for my son, Clayton, and daughter Shea as they take off for the Cali desert on his first assignment with the US Army as a vet tech. I am so proud of them. I’m finishing the novel slowly….yes, I am over deadline….but it’s really, really good. I can’t wait to post the first chapter once my agent signs our sale contract and they say “okay.” Be ready, THM. We’re going to change the face of life as you know it.
New post in a.m. about anxiety, but off to class for the night. Sending love to you all, along with this great song – and I will catch up on emails this weekend. Got a question? [email protected] and it’s good as here.
Lyrics to the cool new uplifting song:
Goo Goo Dolls – All That You Are
And I feel,
All the faint morning light,
Filled with hope ’cause you’re here in my life,
And we’ve gone,
From the edge of our souls,
Made it back to a place we call home.You, see me through,
I was alone in the dark and the fear was my truth.Yeah, all the things that you are,
Beautifully broken, alive in my heart,
And know that you are everything,
Let your heart sing and tonight, we light up the stars,
All that you are.I feel wrong,
I’m so human and flawed,
I break down even though I’m still strong,
And time, will make fools of us all,
Builds us up, and then laughs when we fall.You, pull me through,
When I’m alone in the dark and the fear was my truth.Yeah, all the things that you are,
Beautifully broken, alive in my heart,
And know that you are everything,
Let your heart sing and tonight, we light up the stars,
All that you are.You’re the sound of redemption,
The faith that I’ve lost,
The answers I’m seeking no matter the cost,
You opened the window,
Now I can see,
And you taught me forgiveness by giving your love back to me.Yeah, all the things that you are,
Beautifully broken, alive in my heart,
And know that you are everything,
Let your heart sing and tonight, we light up the stars,
All that you are.Yeah, all the things that you are,
Beautifully broken, alive in my heart,
And know that you are everything,
Let your heart sing and tonight,
Let your heart sing and tonight, we light up the stars,
All that you are.Oh I feel,
All the faint morning light,
Filled with hope ’cause you’re here in my life.Goo Goo Dolls – All That You Are Lyrics